Closure

I guess it could be defined as ending. The ultimate death of memories? I guess? The impending doom of ever-again events. But being happy that you're okay with it? I know this could be put much more eloquently, but I don't think I'm even going to try. I feel like my journalism career is dead. But that's not what closure is. I think closure should be open to a new beginning. Especially if it was a malfunctioning relationship...because truly, no one deserves to have bad experiences. But if that ever does happen, its crucial for learning...

But on the real, I'm just done with the bullsh!t. I don't need the extra baggage, or the hurt, or the unnecessary precautions. I don't enjoy being treated like dirt, and you have no authority or right to do so. You need to learn that doing that in real life is not acceptable. Well, to live like that as someone with actual morals, but I guess you don't have any humanity left in you. Harsh, right? Now you know what it feels like to be degraded.

Things are good.

Things are good
I mean school is a pain in the ass like always, but I've been meeting new people and getting closer to others, its pretty kickass. I'm losing touch with some friends though, but honestly, I really don't think they mind...or care. They're in their own seperate world. I think its kind of funny though, how there's a clique within a clique. But whatever.

Things are good.
I got a phone call from HIM today. It's never good when he calls. I've come to realize that. It's over, and I'm pretty glad. I was over with his bullshit yesterday. I'm getting independent. I don't need a male that will treat me like shit, and I can do this by myself. I don't need the conformity of someone else to lean on, I'm pretty sure that I can do fine by myself. I like how we're friends now. I like how we somehow talked on the phone for 65 minutes today, even though you had homework and I have an English test. I sincerely hope you have good luck with your girl, sincerely. We're all good now, and I like how we both care for each other's well being. I know I can move on fine, no big deal.

Things are good.
...sorta. School is shit. I have a 3.3...hahahah I love senioritis. It's fine, I'm not concerned really. I'm just living life as it comes. The world is going to end in 2012 anyway, I don't really care what college I am in when I'm going to die my sophomore year in...

Things are good.
I'm happy with my status. Single and open to fun.

Things are good.

Mother of God

So my life right now basically sucks.
Hello father, you're an alcoholic? Oh, and a chain smoker? Hahaha awesome!
Ayyy guyi'mtalkingto, we're staying friends? Hey well thanks for getting my hopes up!
Hello pile of clothes on my floor, you're gonna stay there for another week.
& HEY THERE PERIOD. Thanks for the frantic moodswings.


I hate today.

I lost my watch...

and I'm pretty upset about it. It was my only working one. I stopped wearing it cus of swimming and nowwww here to go. Ahhhhhhhhhh

Ok so I have a bitchload of homework so editing later? hahah not

4th Blogging Site

that I've been through. Xanga>Myspace>Livejournal>Blogspot. I should stop or else I'll have about 10 blog sites.

Edit later. Probably. Not